Break of light

For one last time he locked himself in, determined to never get out Caved into depths to hide all the pain, or maybe it was just the shame Still fresh with the cuts from his last escape, hiding it all behind his face Then something happened out of the blue, the...

Forgotten

The worst feeling isn’t being lonely. It’s being forgotten by someone you would never forget. It just seemed like a good quote to ponder over until it actually hit me in reality a few months back. I was not happy being surrounded by people who once were...

Loosing yourself and others

You ever thought you meant more to a person than they actually did about you? To an extent when you are sure they aren’t even thinking about you? And everytime you try to fix/confront the issue – it just gets worse. It hurts, it breaks you from the inside and all you...

Expectations and favours?

Me: Tell me more about what you wanted in ABC project, I would work on that. It would help me take my mind off other things that I have going on. X: I don’t no whether you do all this and expect more out of me.. because we have been just the same Me: Nope, I do...

Invisible

Maybe it is easier to be invisible, distance yourself from all the clutter, to make your way through life the way you want, to not have any expectations from people around you; and while you might get spurts of “loneliness”, you want to be in control of...

Hardwired

Do I really care as much? Maybe the fact that I still wonder about it means there is some part which still does care.. trying to fix things, yet questioning every move for some never ending circle of validation. People say things, and it is easy to be hurt by it. Yet...